(KING DYLAN)
Well, I guess it's about time I address this/
My behaviour has never been the bestest/
Fuck, I've done some dumb shit way too many exes/
That's when I spiral down and wonder why I exist/
Forget my broken heart - I know I've hurt some people/
I wish they saw my good side, but their version's evil/
I do my best to treat every person equal/
but those days when I'm fightin' myself - there's nothing worse than me, yo/
Time to turf the ego, I must have lost my mind/
I won't embellish, but I'm selfish and I crossed the line/
Falsifying my reputation - it's all behind/
in the past, now I'm hoping all my stars align/
I'm sorry for making you feel like nothing's right/
Pretend you never even met me, in another life/
All I hope is that you got someone to hug you tight/
and maybe you'll forgive me if you know it keeps me up at night/
I've pressed rewind a thousand times
to find your halo and dream of angels
(SMIXX)
Head upon my pillow and I know I should be sleeping/
Lying still with just my thoughts and negativity is creepin'
hadn't talked in a while - it must have just been pilin' up/
Every memory I have of you is just you smilin', bud/
when I got the message that you left us - I was breathless/
questioning my presence and full of these second guesses/
Everyone goes through different levels of depression/
Now I think I finally know just what this lesson is/
We all may feel stresses like we’re in the same ocean/
some have larger vessels, and some are barely floatin'/
Holding on to a life raft, treading water rapidly/
trying to fight back, but it’s hard to see what's happening/
If you’re on higher ground, extend a helping hand/
Let them know that they’ve been found, pull a friend to drier land/
You don’t need to understand all The pain that they’ve been going through/
When they need to talk let them know that they can go to you/
CHORUS
(GQ)
I don't know where to begin, I take this pen, some Jameson's/
and since you left man I'll never be the same again/
and in the struggle with all the tears, and years I'm facin'/
They say that time heals all wounds? Well then, my clock has stayed still/
I'm in a hurry in this life that's trying to bury me/
even though I know we all die, it's just too early, g/
Years pass by and the earth keeps spinnin'/
But as long as I'm alive, I'll remember you, grinnin'/
I think I'm winning, the best friends and family in it/
You would have loved them, man, you could have met my woman/
But until my clock stops and resets and let me rest/
up in the heavens with all of my best/
I've still got buttons to press, and I've got loved ones to death/
I put my nose to the grindstone as I stumble ahead/
As I lay here at night and feelin' stuck in my bed/
paralyzed, thinkin' bout the last words that we said/
Man, it's so easy to get caught up in thinking about
What if things were different?
How many nights have I lost sleep over this, or you know
How lucky were we to have you in our life when we did.
credits
from Robocalypse Supreme,
released September 9, 2022
Written by D.Roberts/G.Furber/C.Smith
Recorded, mixed & Produced by King Dylan
The DC Show/The Doomsday Cartel are 5 skilled emcess named King Dylan, MC Mossberg, Buttnz, GQ, and Smixx. With Dylan on the
beats and rhymes being kicked by all 5 whenever they feel inclined, this collective of nerds are still on the brink of never being famous after 20 some years of rap, but they still go harder than 40 viagra pills. Just Listen, or don't. Just don't go listen to Drake instead....more
Two brothers tell their true coming-of-age story together through hip-hop bangers that draw from a wide array of pop influences. Bandcamp New & Notable Sep 20, 2017
